Don't shine so others can see you. Shine so that through you, others can see HIM.
-C.S Lewis

Saturday, September 12, 2015

I'm going to go over some things today,

First, okay guys some of you need to get into your head that WORDS HURT.

Words can make someone be filled with pain and sadness. THINK before you shoot those words out! Yes it's sometimes hard and I do it also. But we need to learn to watch what we say. Because our words can either hold people up or push people down in the dark. You don't want that, right?

Second, Do NOT start spreading rumors about something YOU think is happening. Because YOU DON'T KNOW. You should go to the person and talk about it rather than talking about it with ten other people and telling them what YOU think is happening before you know anything.
You are not God you don't know everything and you never will. So please get that in your head.

Third, If someone trusts you enough to tell you what's wrong. DO NOT tell other people. Unless you have tried to help, done everything you can, and the person needs help or is going through some really bad stuff (Like really bad and you know telling someone will help them) and you know you need a parent by your side, even if the person might hate you. You are watching over them because you love them. So sometimes that needs to be done. But other than that don't you dare start telling all your friends. That person didn't tell everyone for a REASON. And IF they want to tell anyone else THEY can do it. NOT you.

Watch what you say and do.

Blabber mouths are NOT cool. You lose trust and friends. No one will want to tell you anything. AT ALL.


If you want to help your friend, and you wanted to know what was wrong with them, how do you think it's gonna help if you tell everyone everything? How do you think your friend is going to feel? Hurt.

Words can be nasty things. Or they can help. Use your words for good. God gave you a mouth use it rightly.

Friday, August 28, 2015

We'll see you tomorrow.

Okay, so hey you all!

So I wanted to give a post about September 10th. On September 10th is Suicide Prevention day, and a organization called 'To write love on her arms' is doing something for it, like they do every year.

To write love on her arms is a none-profit  movement dedicated to presenting hope and finding help for people struggling in depression, addiction, self-injury, and suicide. TWLOHA (to wrote love on her arms)  excites to encourage, inform, inspire, and to help towards recovery.

"Above all else, we choose to stay, We choose to fight the darkness and the sadness, to fight the questions and the lies and the myth of all that's missing. We choose to stay, because we are stories still going. Because there is still some time for things to turn around,time for surprises and for change. We stay because no one else can play our part.

Life is worth living.

We'll see you tomorrow."

That is there slogan this year 'We'll see you tomorrow"  They are making packages with shirts saying we will see you tomorrow, flyers, poster and bracelets which you have to pay for but for a good cause. They go to 30 or 20 dollars.

Now some people I have talked to were saying how it's not up to us if we will see you tomorrow because God chooses the day you will leave this earth. So they think it's a bad slogan to have for this year, well the first part of that is true! BUT we are speaking here to the people who don't wanna live life any longer, who hurt themselves. That take it into their own hands if they should live or die.The people who think they are not worth much.

We are saying that we WILL see you tomorrow because we are not giving up on you, but MOSTLY God is not. And TWLOHA is a great way to speak to others about the gospel! To tell them of their need for Him, and tell them about our wonderful Savior!

So if you all want to buy a package! Here is the link.

Wear your shirt on September 10th and spread the word, I got a package and I'm just so happy to know that "To write love on her arms" is doing this, and that they are trying to HELP people. But you will have to order them quick if you want them by September!

It's a great conversation starter. I put one of the posters in the lunch room at school and several people came to me and started talking to me about what is happening in there life and how so many times they just wanted to give up. But they did't.They saw the value in their life and the purpose. But WE can't change ourselves, only He can. God. He is the only one who can change us from the inside, He is our only salvation. But it's more than just buying a shirt, with that money TWLOHA can use it to have the ability to send the people to places that will help them through what they are going through.

You all should check out there blog too, It's filled with peoples stories and what happened to them and encouragement from them, cause they have been there themselves.

John 11:25-26
Jesus said to her, "I'am the Resurrection and the life. He who believes in Me, though he may die, he shall live, And whoever lives and believes in Me shall never die. Do you believe this?" 

If you can not buy one of these packages that's okay! It's totally fine, there are other ways to help! Like just being there for your friends, being there for the people who are in your life. :) But anyways, that's what I wanted to say.

I'm going to be trying to help TWLOHA in the future, and I'm so happy to be able to do that.

I hope you all have a great week, till then,
We'll see you tomorrow. 

Tuesday, June 9, 2015

So someone came to me as is all like" You are too weird, STOP"
Not stopping.

People have actually come up to me several times saying I should just change who I am, how I act. Stop acting hyper stop laughing so hard that I'm on the ground and holding my sides.
I shall nod my head, I shall smile at you, but darling I'm not changing who I am.
If I'm at your house I shall try and be less hyper, try less to laugh for you. But I'm not changing and neither should you.
You are special and unique.
Why try and change the uniqueness about you?  Why become like everyone else is, all the same.
You are walking down a street filled with people who want to be like the world, want to be what everyone deems beautiful, what they say beautiful is in the magazines and shows.
Looking at those new models and how they act, smile and carry themselves.
And you slowly are not good enough. And you got to be like her\him.
My darling, look in the mirror you are beautiful being you. Your smile, that you can't contain is gorgeous. The way you act crazy when you have had too much coffee or energy drink.

Don't let this world make you feel ugly, cause you are not. And you never will be.

Now we will never be content until we have Jesus Christ, we will never be right, we would just be lost in this big world with so many people that push their views on you.
We will never really be apart from this world until we do so.
He died for you, he was lifted up on that cross and was killed...
And he did it for you.

My dear one you are loved and cared for furiously.
Just think about that.

Till next time.

Monday, May 25, 2015

Okay everyone so this is more of a challenge this week.

I have always felt like super bad when you stop at a red light and at the corner of the street there is a homeless person there and you just stare, and don't do anything. And then we just leave them there.
So this is what I'm doing and It would be great if you all started to do this of some sort too!

Go to a store, dollar store if you don't want to spend much, grab some non perishable food and some drinks, buy some bags as well and distribute the stuff into the bags, and then keep them in your car. That way whenever you stop at a red light or whatever, you can hand them out.
I'm going to be doing that and then putting a track and a letter I have written.

So are you guys going to take this challenge?

Those people need a friendly smile and a kind gesture. So lets do it!

Another thing, what do you all think I should write about? Like topic ideas anything. If you want me to write about a certain thing email me at (

Saturday, May 23, 2015

Hey guys! So sorry it's been so long! I would say I have been busy buttttttttt thats not totally true, I just haven't really put so much effort into this blog but I'm going to try harder!

Okay guys my topic is what happened in Nepal,
Guys it's terrible.
The deaths are rising and they have so far counted like millions...millions.
So many people who live in places that not much harm comes to them like OH, really a lot of places in the U.S are complaining about their own life, how bad THERE own life is, cause they don't get the new phone or they don't get what they want (which I have done before) when people in other country's are dying and have no homes! We are a selfish country.
We don't understand what they are going through right now, we have never really had a earthquake that killed thousands, we have never been so afraid to go outside cause we might be killed. They are losing there families and all they have.
And then on top of that we have Baltimore who is going through all those riots...
We need to stop and see that the would does NOT revolve around you\me.
This world will never be at peace unless they except the prince of peace into their hearts.
Guys we need to all pray, pray hard.

(I thought I posted this a long time ago, but just found it now. So its kinda late with Nepal but still the same as we still need to pray.)

Till next time.

Friday, January 30, 2015

Okay, so I have done a post to the suicidal and the bullied.  Now this is a message to the bullies.

Do you know when you are throwing all your anger on a person, they will start to fell bad?...yep. To the bully that is having problems in their life, parents are hurting you or you got hurt by your loved one or close friend. Or you just feel like you have no friend. Well, I understand that you are having a hard time, but it's NOT okay for you to throw all that at someone, to try to hurt someone like that because you are having a hard time. You are making that person become like you. Hurt.

You don't have to try to be all tough and you don't have to keep trying to keep everything's hard to do that. And if you try to act tough and hide everything in your heart it will tear you up inside. Even though you want to keep a good reputation, to act like you have everything under control, we both know one has anything under control all the time. If you need a friend do NOT be afraid to ask.

But the big thing is If you are having trouble, it's terrible isn't it? Would you want other people do feel what you are feeling? Because you are. You are hurting someone, telling them they are not loved and out of everyone you should know how it feels to feel like that.
But I'm truly sorry, if you are struggling...I really am sorry. And I'm here to help you.
To the one that is struggling here is my email ( okay? Message me, I will listen, I can be a friend. You think now one loves you? Well, I love you.
Do you know that when you call someone stupid, ugly and a loser, it hurts people. It makes them feel unwanted and unloved by you, and so many more people. The sad thing is not a lot of people will stand up to the person who is being mean. We need to stand up. We need to help those who are getting hurt and those who are doing the hurting.

Love you all,till next time

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

Journal entry 1.                                                                                              December 12  2013

It first started to happen two weeks ago. I started to be able to move stuff...crazy right?!  But when I really concentrated I could make colors...guys, I'm saying colors that move with the flick of my wrist.

A flick of my wrist...I used to think that all this was impossible...but between you and me it's not. But the only thing is that I don't understand is why this has happened to me...did I do something to get this? Or was I in the wrong place at the wrong time?

But I don't try to think of that often. I just make those colors and I will stare at them for hours. They make me go to my place...a place that is created in my mind that I hope will never leave. But the weird thing is every time the colors go away, so does my disappears from my mind and no matter how much I try to get it back, it's gone.   
And another thing that happens to me is that...don't tell anyone okay? You promise? Well of course you can't tell anyone! I'm writing to myself...I think I'm going crazy, but anyway. I well kinda become invisible when I make the colors, and it's like I'm in the world I have created.
Should I tell people of what I can do? I don't know what to do.
The one person I did tell...he didn't believe me so I showed him, and I thought he would understand but...he called me a freak...and he ran away from me and I haven't heard from him since.
I don't know what to do with myself right know.

What have I become?


Well I did a dare thingy and I lost, but the punishment was not that bad...I have to write a journal entry about a girl who has powers and I have to do one every month. It's not that bad of a price to pay, sooooo I shall be writing one everything month about what this girl is going through with her powers. I don't know how it's going to go...we shall see ;)
Tell next time,