Okay, so I have done a post to the suicidal and the bullied. Now this is a message to the bullies.
Do you know when you are throwing all your anger on a person, they will start to fell bad?...yep. To the bully that is having problems in their life, parents are hurting you or you got hurt by your loved one or close friend. Or you just feel like you have no friend. Well, I understand that you are having a hard time, but it's NOT okay for you to throw all that at someone, to try to hurt someone like that because you are having a hard time. You are making that person become like you. Hurt.
You don't have to try to be all tough and you don't have to keep trying to keep everything inside...it's hard to do that. And if you try to act tough and hide everything in your heart it will tear you up inside. Even though you want to keep a good reputation, to act like you have everything under control, we both know one has anything under control all the time. If you need a friend do NOT be afraid to ask.
But the big thing is If you are having trouble, it's terrible isn't it? Would you want other people do feel what you are feeling? Because you are. You are hurting someone, telling them they are not loved and out of everyone you should know how it feels to feel like that.
But I'm truly sorry, if you are struggling...I really am sorry. And I'm here to help you.
To the one that is struggling here is my email (hannahwaters13@gmail.com) okay? Message me, I will listen, I can be a friend. You think now one loves you? Well, I love you.
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Do you know that when you call someone stupid, ugly and a loser, it hurts people. It makes them feel unwanted and unloved by you, and so many more people. The sad thing is not a lot of people will stand up to the person who is being mean. We need to stand up. We need to help those who are getting hurt and those who are doing the hurting.
Love you all,till next time
Friday, January 30, 2015
Wednesday, January 21, 2015
Journal entry 1. December 12 2013
It first started to happen two weeks ago. I started to be able to move stuff...crazy right?! But when I really concentrated I could make colors...guys, I'm saying colors that move with the flick of my wrist.
A flick of my wrist...I used to think that all this was impossible...but between you and me it's not. But the only thing is that I don't understand is why this has happened to me...did I do something to get this? Or was I in the wrong place at the wrong time?
But I don't try to think of that often. I just make those colors and I will stare at them for hours. They make me go to my place...a place that is created in my mind that I hope will never leave. But the weird thing is every time the colors go away, so does my place...it disappears from my mind and no matter how much I try to get it back, it's gone.
And another thing that happens to me is that...don't tell anyone okay? You promise? Well of course you can't tell anyone! I'm writing to myself...I think I'm going crazy, but anyway. I well kinda become invisible when I make the colors, and it's like I'm in the world I have created.
Should I tell people of what I can do? I don't know what to do.
The one person I did tell...he didn't believe me so I showed him, and I thought he would understand but...he called me a freak...and he ran away from me and I haven't heard from him since.
I don't know what to do with myself right know.
What have I become?
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Well I did a dare thingy and I lost, but the punishment was not that bad...I have to write a journal entry about a girl who has powers and I have to do one every month. It's not that bad of a price to pay, sooooo I shall be writing one everything month about what this girl is going through with her powers. I don't know how it's going to go...we shall see ;)
Tell next time,
It first started to happen two weeks ago. I started to be able to move stuff...crazy right?! But when I really concentrated I could make colors...guys, I'm saying colors that move with the flick of my wrist.
A flick of my wrist...I used to think that all this was impossible...but between you and me it's not. But the only thing is that I don't understand is why this has happened to me...did I do something to get this? Or was I in the wrong place at the wrong time?
But I don't try to think of that often. I just make those colors and I will stare at them for hours. They make me go to my place...a place that is created in my mind that I hope will never leave. But the weird thing is every time the colors go away, so does my place...it disappears from my mind and no matter how much I try to get it back, it's gone.
And another thing that happens to me is that...don't tell anyone okay? You promise? Well of course you can't tell anyone! I'm writing to myself...I think I'm going crazy, but anyway. I well kinda become invisible when I make the colors, and it's like I'm in the world I have created.
Should I tell people of what I can do? I don't know what to do.
The one person I did tell...he didn't believe me so I showed him, and I thought he would understand but...he called me a freak...and he ran away from me and I haven't heard from him since.
I don't know what to do with myself right know.
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Well I did a dare thingy and I lost, but the punishment was not that bad...I have to write a journal entry about a girl who has powers and I have to do one every month. It's not that bad of a price to pay, sooooo I shall be writing one everything month about what this girl is going through with her powers. I don't know how it's going to go...we shall see ;)
Tell next time,
Thursday, January 15, 2015
They take them for fun. They hurt them and cage them. They are not let out and they are no longer aloud to be free. They are captives.
And yet we don't let them go even though they do nothing for us and all we do is stare...and I know, because I have one in my small room in the woods, in my little steal cage.Why? I don't know. But I know now they need to be set free to be joined back with the sky.
As I run with all my might to the woods, the very woods that I am always in now, my home...I ponder...their are many more taken...stolen...I shall free them...free them all, with a smile I run. I reach my big wooden door to the only real home I have ever had. I run to the room and take the small steal cage and oh I run, I ran as fast as I can to this field this big field on top of this hill and it's breathtaking. I look up amazed there are so many of you. I unlock the small door and you fly out in a blue blaze. As the birds circles around me, I know they are happy to be free and to be together again after all this time.
I will free all of you...you just wait.
Because aren't I supposed to be up there with you?
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Wellllllllllll I saw this picture a ^^^ and I just had to write that...and really for no reason but oh well!
tell next time.
And yet we don't let them go even though they do nothing for us and all we do is stare...and I know, because I have one in my small room in the woods, in my little steal cage.Why? I don't know. But I know now they need to be set free to be joined back with the sky.
As I run with all my might to the woods, the very woods that I am always in now, my home...I ponder...their are many more taken...stolen...I shall free them...free them all, with a smile I run. I reach my big wooden door to the only real home I have ever had. I run to the room and take the small steal cage and oh I run, I ran as fast as I can to this field this big field on top of this hill and it's breathtaking. I look up amazed there are so many of you. I unlock the small door and you fly out in a blue blaze. As the birds circles around me, I know they are happy to be free and to be together again after all this time.
Because aren't I supposed to be up there with you?
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Wellllllllllll I saw this picture a ^^^ and I just had to write that...and really for no reason but oh well!
tell next time.
Tuesday, January 13, 2015
The sky is so clear,so elegant it's colors changing to pink, purple and orange and I can't take my eyes of it...It's clouding my thoughts. which happens a lot... when I look up into the sky...I yearn for the gushing wind on my face to be able to fly. To be able to be free. To go so high that when I look down its all clouds, fluffy clouds that engulf me. To meet with the raven or eagle half way up to the sky. To be so high that it would feel like I could touch the moon.
But I am on the ground with no wings...I'm not with the eagles and birds...I'm not on the clouds. I can't fly.
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Well that was just a little thought I wanted to share,tell next time.
But I am on the ground with no wings...I'm not with the eagles and birds...I'm not on the clouds. I can't fly.
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Well that was just a little thought I wanted to share,tell next time.
Wednesday, January 7, 2015
Why do people take away there life? What do they feel? Do they feel like the have to? Like they don't belong?
Somewhere somebody is hurting, aching for a friend and they could have a gun or a knife in there hand...not wanting to live anymore, not wanting to feel the pain that they have or that people have brought them.
There are kids being bulled some for no apparent reason! And some of us just walk away. I have seen it happen....guys...they need help. Those people who are having hard times in there life right now...their parents are mistreating them or getting bulled or suffered something big in there life that had changed them and not for the better.
This happens at school or the internet...really anywhere. People say to people they should kill themselves or they are not worth it and they were a mistake. When they hear that they feel so alone they think they are a mistake or they start to listen to the words you told them..that they should just kill themselves. And some DO. Guys we need to try to stop this! I know we cant do a lot about it...but you can do little things like if you see a person in need of a friend...talk to them...if they say they cut or want to kill themselves...ask why? Try to talk them out of it...but if not...be a friend to them. Tell them you are there to help.
Some of them have heard the gospel...and some have not....they think that when they kill themselves this pain this heartache will all be over, but sadly it will only get worse if they are not a Christian.
We need to point them to Christ. Show his love to them but do not forget about his anger too.
I know a lot of people that want to kill themselves or are being bullied...we NEED to help these people. Do NOT ignore them...or look away....Please.
Till next time.
Somewhere somebody is hurting, aching for a friend and they could have a gun or a knife in there hand...not wanting to live anymore, not wanting to feel the pain that they have or that people have brought them.
There are kids being bulled some for no apparent reason! And some of us just walk away. I have seen it happen....guys...they need help. Those people who are having hard times in there life right now...their parents are mistreating them or getting bulled or suffered something big in there life that had changed them and not for the better.
This happens at school or the internet...really anywhere. People say to people they should kill themselves or they are not worth it and they were a mistake. When they hear that they feel so alone they think they are a mistake or they start to listen to the words you told them..that they should just kill themselves. And some DO. Guys we need to try to stop this! I know we cant do a lot about it...but you can do little things like if you see a person in need of a friend...talk to them...if they say they cut or want to kill themselves...ask why? Try to talk them out of it...but if not...be a friend to them. Tell them you are there to help.
Some of them have heard the gospel...and some have not....they think that when they kill themselves this pain this heartache will all be over, but sadly it will only get worse if they are not a Christian.
We need to point them to Christ. Show his love to them but do not forget about his anger too.
I know a lot of people that want to kill themselves or are being bullied...we NEED to help these people. Do NOT ignore them...or look away....Please.
Till next time.
Friday, January 2, 2015
Well It's a new year! I can't wait to see what happens this year!
I wish I could to Uganda this coming year...I can't stand here and watch those kids....families have no home...those hospitals with all those children...I might not be able to make a big change but I will try. I will help the best I can. Pray that I would be able to do this if not in the next few years, then very soon.
You all should check out this sermon by Pastor Marco,It sooooooo great!
http://www.sermonaudio.com/playpopup.asp?SID=1220142147321
We believe (Christians) in every way that Christ will come again, and he will raise those who've died in Him, and throw the none believers into hell. His people shall be with him and dwell with him for eternity.
Now he is offering sinners a kingdom to live in, eternal life to have! and we don't take it...why? because we are sinners, he has come to save us! And we walk away, like it is no big deal, like it does not matter.
If we do not run to him then we will go to hell....and its not going to be cool or sweet. NO. It will be pain, hurt, and agony for eternity!
If you find out there will be a very big storm coming and there is only one place you can take refuge and be safe wouldn't you right away go straight there? Or would you laugh and walk away and go along doing your work.
You probably are saying you would go with the first one right? But actually we all do the second by nature!!!
Guys, Christ is this safe place, he is our refuge, our fortress. Run to him lay down your weapons! Repent of your sins. Don't wait anymore...don't, you never know when it will be to late. Run to him with everything you have. This world...it will try to stop you but don't let it!
Run.
Till next time.
I wish I could to Uganda this coming year...I can't stand here and watch those kids....families have no home...those hospitals with all those children...I might not be able to make a big change but I will try. I will help the best I can. Pray that I would be able to do this if not in the next few years, then very soon.
You all should check out this sermon by Pastor Marco,It sooooooo great!
http://www.sermonaudio.com/playpopup.asp?SID=1220142147321
We believe (Christians) in every way that Christ will come again, and he will raise those who've died in Him, and throw the none believers into hell. His people shall be with him and dwell with him for eternity.
Now he is offering sinners a kingdom to live in, eternal life to have! and we don't take it...why? because we are sinners, he has come to save us! And we walk away, like it is no big deal, like it does not matter.
If we do not run to him then we will go to hell....and its not going to be cool or sweet. NO. It will be pain, hurt, and agony for eternity!
If you find out there will be a very big storm coming and there is only one place you can take refuge and be safe wouldn't you right away go straight there? Or would you laugh and walk away and go along doing your work.
You probably are saying you would go with the first one right? But actually we all do the second by nature!!!
Guys, Christ is this safe place, he is our refuge, our fortress. Run to him lay down your weapons! Repent of your sins. Don't wait anymore...don't, you never know when it will be to late. Run to him with everything you have. This world...it will try to stop you but don't let it!
Run.
Till next time.
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